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    July 17

    老残游记-上海

          七年弹指一挥间,我还没有来得及仔细审视这颗东方的明珠,就已经站在上海南站圆圆的吊顶之下,拖着厚重的行李,看着冯妈严肃的表情突然消失在穿梭的人群中,听着任依依不舍的告别声,头也不回地钻进K197这趟自己也忘了乘过几次的老慢车中,静静地等待着离开。

          2002年9月,在建国东路法国梧桐的绿荫之下和父亲拖着箱子找旅馆,在懿德楼下偶遇了同班同学舟,在学校食堂因为乡音认识了老孜,在寝室楼里第一次见到冯妈误认成老师,在这年中秋节里结识了我七年的挚友任。这一切仿佛都还在昨天······两医盆景式的校园,像一块豆腐块,被锋利的重庆路高架一穿而过。每到夜晚拼命楼、育诚楼里通明的灯火,图书馆里密密麻麻的人头。每天穿梭于打浦路思南路学校和寝室之间,风里来,雨里去。这就像高中生活的延续,这就是医学生最初的日子= =

          之后背负着对医生的美好憧憬来到了新华医院,这所座落在上海东北角,带着极重重工业气息的医院,我糊里糊涂地开始了自己实习医生的生涯。之间的糊里糊涂,我的几次错误选择,还有渐渐颓废的生活,我也不想再去回忆,总而言之,过着一种无人管无人教的野孩子生活,一切靠自己学习,一切靠自己体会。我渐渐地意识到,当前中国医院的现状,经济作为上层建筑的基础,常常摆在了医生治病救人的神圣天职之前,成为了铁一般的真理和规则。科室的发展讲效益,医院的发展靠财富。没有人会因为诊治疑难病例,抢救危重患者成功而受到奖励,即便成为新闻也是为了作为广而告之的工具。该看的都看到,该学的没学到。当然,这样的说法太过于偏激,但是在以后的职业生涯中不得不留一颗心眼。收拾起身上在实习中的好与坏,还有对老板和科里几个老主任的歉意,悄悄地离开,心中也悄悄地下了个决心。临走之时,回首新华,心中只剩下无限的失望和由衷的祝福。

          隆重的毕业典礼,十八相送的散伙饭,紧张的执医考试,厦门新单位的报到,再次为我构建起对未来的希望。仍然希望成为一个有责任的好医生,仍然希望再学些技术,仍然希望成长得更强大。这一切的一切,将成为未来几年的规划,再没有多少青春可以挥霍,再没有多少机会可以浪费了。

          再见,上海!再见,我七年的同学!我们还会再见的!

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    gang jiwrote:
    祝你有美好的未来。上海到厦门的沿海铁路通车了。不用再乘老慢车啦
    Sept. 29
    xuan chenwrote:
    BLESS!
    July 21
    Mirandawrote:
    加油!
    July 19
    jane hwrote:
    蛮感伤的 不过也很真实 上海 医学 学生 就是这样的一个轨迹吧
    July 19
    feng renwrote:
    嗯,一切尽在不言中
    July 17
    lei Fengwrote:
    相信明天会更好^_^ 上海应该算你第二故乡了,常来做客。
    July 17
    Yuqiwrote:
    Best Wishes!
    July 17
    宣 宣wrote:
    再见,学长!祝您一切顺利。
    July 17

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